‘Till Now I’ve Always Been A Quitter

It’s been a few months since I’ve written anything. And believe me ALOT has happened since then. For starters I moved to Florida.. Haha, yeah. My mom was pretty serious about my grades this time. I moved in with my grandma for now. It’s only temporary untill I get accepted into this boarding school in Nashville, TN. 194362843739 million more miles away from home. Like Florida’s not bad enough. Well it was extremelyy hard moving away from everyone I really love & truly care about, but I had to do something about my life. It was getting WAAAY outta control. And I see that now. I didn’t before, obviously. I was so stubborn and didn’t care what I did. I’m actually able to say thank you mom. I never thought this would be good for me but it really was. And I mean that. But trust me leaving was probably THE single most hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my life. But I’ve left my past and ready to move on with the future. And I’ll be moving back once I straighten everything out in my life. So I say eh, mid Senior Year possibly? Well see what happens. But on the other hand, Florida really isn’t as terrible as I thought. School here is 90 times easier and I feel like a genius. Gettin” straight A’s bitchessss :) Hell yeah.

Oh and moving didn’t really mess up my friendships and “relationships” with my really close friends. But leaving really did make me find out who my REAL friends are. & for those who’ve sticked by me, I love you  more than life itself and thank you so much for supporting me through all this ish. I’ll be home soon :) And that’s a promise.

Welllllllllllll, I have work to do. Hah, yeah right. Actually I’m going to the gym then to the beach. Another plus to being in Florida ;) Kay, bye kiddo’s.

-Aryeleeeee (:

As Things Come To An End..

Today was alriiiight. Nothing too excititng happened. I’m probably not gonna be going to my school next semester though because my mom is fed up with me and my current grades. So, she’s decided to send me to a different school.. :/ I’ve been legit depressed ever since I figured out it’s actually going to happen this time. Like I don’t even wanna go on with my life at school cause I know I’m gonna be leaving soon. I don’t know what I’m gonna do with myself I’ll probably break down. I’m gonna miss my best friend so much. She’s like my sister and I honestly don’t know what’s gonna happen when I leave, I’m not gonna have anyone anymore. Not even family. UGH. This sucks. I’m going to see Ellen (my conselour) on Saturday morning to talk to her. So hopefully I can work some things out with her and maybe stay here if she can talk my mom into it. Buttttt, I highly doubt it.. GOD. I’m so pissed, I don’t even wanna type anymore cause I’m gonna start crying. FML? Yes. For reaaal. Whatever. FUCK IT.

-Aryele

Fight Like A Girl

& Give them hell…

Today was weird.. but good. In a crazy kinda way. I took med’s this morning so I was extremely focused on school. I did ALL my work, it was amazing. Maybe I should get prescribed, cause then I’d start passing again, haa. I really hope I can up my grades though. AH! I talked to my cousin! I miss that kid so much. He’s my favorite family memeber actually, hah. So, I got home and went to Johnny’s to play COD. God, were such nerds. But it’s oh so much fun :) Haha. UHM. Brooke wants to adopt me? Hahaha. Sisters? Yes please. I love her to peices. She’s my bifffle :)She gets me through what I call LIFE. Life fo reaaaal. Idk what I’d do if I didn’t have her. Lifesaverrr.

Christmas is soon. And I’m not too excited. Cause I’m not getting diddly squat. My family basically hates me. Go figure, I don’t even know why either. Pretty ridiculous if you ask me. And I have to go to my grandma’s house. GREAT. Even more people that don’t like me. Especially for the holidays? Wonderfullllll. Not. Whatevvvvs. I don’t caaare, I’m a good kid so it doesn’t matter what they all think.

BOYS ARE DUMB. The end.

Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show comes on tonight!#%@&^% YaAYya! Hahah. Well, no homework tonight. Yes. Probably gonna go back to Johnny’s in a few to play COD and watch the fashion showw. Hah, you’d think that’d be akward right? Well, it’s not. THANK GOD. Haha, okaaay well thats all, bye loves! ;)

-Aryele

Shawtyy Were You At?

<3 Trey Songz

So, I haven’t posted anything in quite a while. Last week was break, and that went reaaaal good. I needed it, haha. I’m not kidding when I say this, I ate my weight in food on Thanksgiving. I seriously ate soo much. it was glorious, hah. I absolutely love my best friends to death. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without them. SO much happened last week, it’s not even funny. Like so much.. I can’t even write it all. HAH. Wellll, I learned how to play Modern Warfare! That was pretty exciting. I have a fuck buddy? Not really, but really. Haha, basically I hooked up with my best guy friend? Oops. I’m just glad it didn’t ruin our friendship. Cause I love himmm, as a friend. Duh. Haha. This is so randommmm. Uhm. I partied alot. That’s a plus. Basicallllly, I had a great week :)

The guy I’ve been talking to, kinda done with now though. Well, he texted me last night. Saying sorry.. and that he missed me.. Cool right? And today I texted him and said I missed him. His response? “Ok” Welp, I’m done. That’s so dick. Bipolar asshole. Haaaa.

Hm. Today was the first day back. And it wasn’t as bad as I thought it’d be. Actually got up this morning. Miracle! Haha. Kay, well I’m going to watch some tv, burn a cd probably. And attempt to finsih my homework and ignore your annoying ass. As hard as that is, I’m gonna do it. Hah. BYE KIDO’S!

-Aryele :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

To my best friend Brooke Braner! (: Haha. Well today was quite swellll. Me, Brooke, & Erin went over to Clint’s and hung out. Haha, “Doo Doo Brown” aka: his truck, was kickin’ them coooon tunes tonight. Haha I love that kid, he’s so damn funny. We got to walk his doggies and Erin wore DW’s overalls, HAHA. That made my night. Funniest shit everrrrr. Came home and sang to Brooke when it was midnight. I say it was a success. TOMORROW is gonna be sick. Hanging out with all muh girrrrls and the Sunday too. Wild Bills, Hell ya (: Can I get an Amen? Hahahaha! I’m so stoked.

My boy toy is acting weird again. Yay. Well whatevvs. He can suck a dickk. Because he’s being a huge one right at the moment. So, fuck you :) That’s my present to you. Enjoy it.

Well, it’s 12;30 am and I’m making pizza and eating frosting. YUM. I’m such a fatass. Oh welllll. Love you alllll, Goodnight! (:

I’ll Be Your Superman

Eminem is my looooveerr <3

Just thought I’d let you all know.

I’m in the process of baking a cake and 80 million cupcakes for tomorrow. Haha, Brooke & Talor’s “birthday” for school. Haha, excitingg right? Well. I love cooking and forgot how much I actually did. I give things up too easily. Like in general. Cooking, swimming, piano. Yeah. It’s gay. I need to stick with some things and stop giving up and saying I can’t do it. Cause, I actually liked all three of those things, alot. Haha. But in other words, I really cannot wait for this weekend and upcoming week. I’ve been counting down the days and it’s finally gonna be here tomorrow. WOO! I’m so readddy (: It’s gonna be a freakin’ blaaaast.

WILD BILLS ON SUNDAY. Party Party Party. Alllllllll nightttttt. “Shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, shots, everrrrrrrrybodyyyyy!” <— Absolute favorite song and it’s gonna be in my head all weekend and week ;) Gah. You just don’t know how sick it’s gonna be. I love my bestfriends to death. Haha.

For anyone who is just retarted or stupid, New Moon is coming out tonight at midnight. And I can’t go :( Depressing. I really thought I could, but oh well. I WILL see Taylor Lautner shirtless soon ;) I must be in a good mood today or something. Except for the fact that I’m breaking out like evrytwhere, everythings pretty dang gooooood. Haha. And you. Yes.. you. You all know who I’m talking about. That guy? Hah, were good right now I guess? I dunno he stopped by last night. But for cigs.. So maybe were not good? I don’t really have a clue. But I’m happy right now and that’s all that matters. And if for some reason were not good, oh well. Fuck it.

Welp. I guess I’m gonna to go finish baking my ass offff, and work on my project for Enviornmental Science. Yay. BYE(:

-Aryele

Too Much To Handle?

Today.. basically wasn’t all that great. My good mood from the past couple days just tumbled downhill. I broke down at school during lunch because I was thinking about everything. Going to see Mrs. Ellen on Saturday to talk to her about all this and hopefully sort some things out. It needs to be done.

Thanksgiving Break is next week, yay! Hopefully, i’ll be able to relax and have some down time. NEW MOON COMES OUT FRIDAY. Ohemgee (: I can’t wait to see that movie, because Taylor Lautner is one beautiful man, haha. I’m most likely spending the weekend with my best friend for her birthdaaaaaay! And most of break, cause I don’t wanna be at my house. Haha, I mean would you? No. Hah, so I can’t waittttttt.

Boy Problems? Hm. Your being gay and giving me mixed signals. Thanks for that. NOT. Just be straight up and tell me what you want already and stop playing with me like a damn puppet. Then I’ll be able to move on from there.

I need to go get Brookes birthday cake mix & icing soon. I’m such a procastonator- with my school work too. It sucks, but whatevvvs. Haha. I’m gonna go read The Shack and drink me some iced teaa. Mmm, sounds good. Bye loves!

-Aryele

Make No Apologies

…But you know I’d do it all again for you.

I love music with good bass. It’s fantastic. Especially when I can blare it when no one is home. So much freedom (: Haha. Had a pretty good day, until I went to Enviornmental. My teacher is seriously the biggest bitch I’ve ever met. But whatever, she’s like 4 feet tall, HAH. Me and Brooke feasted during lunch today. I feel like such a fat kid. I ate soo much. Gotta love being on your period, haha. TMI, sorry. I have WAYY too much homeowrk for tonight, ugh. I’m really not looking forward to it.. But in other words, WE HAVE BREAK NEXT WEEK! Yesss.

Oh, my mom finally gave me my phone back! Hah, I didn’t even ask for it. She just gave it to me and said to do better in school and bring my grades up. I was like, UH. Hell yess. Maybe my life won’t suck as much, haha. I wish guys wouldn’t be such assholes though. Like seriously? Just make up your mind already. But other than that my life’s been pretty good at the moment, haa. Got another call from my dad last night. I didn’t answer.. I couldn’t for some reason. But I wish I had. I would be good to hear his voice right about now. Hopefully I get another one soon.

Well, I’m gonna go jam some more and start on my homework that will take me millions of years to do. Byee kido’s ;)

-Aryele :)

Maybe It’s The Way The Stars Are Aligned

That’s making me feel this way tonight..

Carrie Underwood puts me in the best mood. It’s a Monday night, and surprisingly, i’m in a good mood. Maybe it’s this fancy weather were having? Hah, who knows, but I like it :) Had a good day at school, and I can’t wait for the weekend. We have Thanksgiving Break next week too, yessss. I’m so excited. Gonna chilllll and party it uppp.

So, I say I’m done with you right? And have been saying that for the past couple weeks, but I’m just lying to myself. I’m not done. I try to talk to you every chance I get. I can’t help it. I really can’t. And my bestfriends & everyone else around me are telling me to give it up and move on because your a jerk and that I deserve better. But it’s too hard right now. I guess I’ll have to wait for the right time, I’ll know it when it comes around. If it does that is. I just need to make my own choices from now on. Yes, I have been told by almost everyone what I need to do. But, it’s my life. I can make my own decisions right? I think so. I’m a big girl now, and I can live with whatever consequence it may come with.

Well enough about that, I’m in a good mood, and I’m not gonna waste it ;) I can’t wait for Friday, I told Brooke I’d bake her a cake for her birrrrthday. Haha, this should be good. And possibly going back to Ole Miss this weekend with her for the Ole Miss vs. LSU game! Hah, I sure hope so. And then SUNDAY! Ohemgee. Were going to Wild Bills for her party, and then actually partyin’ after ;) Goodness, I can’t wait. This coming week, weekend, and break is gonna be just fabulous.

-Aryele (:

It’s A Party In The USA

So.. this weekend was a freakin’ blast. Left for Mississippi on Friday with Brooke & her family for the Ole Miss vs. Tennessee game! Couldn’t get any better than that. And of course, Ole Miss whopped butt; 42-17. Hell yes, it was just fabulous. Especially afterwards for tailgaiting. Let’s just say I love Barret and Brandon ;) Haha. SO many cute college guys there too, I wish it wasn’t just for a weekend. Mississippi is gorgeous and can’t wait to go back. Going on a roadtrip with Miss Brooke to Alabama soon to visit Allie, Kendra, Jamie, and Allie! Gonna party it up over there :) Well, we had to leave at like 6:30 this morning to come home, because Kenny is a Naizi. Justkidding, Brooke’s dad is hilarious. 5 1/2 hour car ride? YES. Not, I’m running on basically NO sleep right now. But besides that, my weeekend was amazing :)

HAHAH. Ohemgee. Clint Walker makes my life 17468482 times more funny. “I’ll be all sorts of pissed!” I think me & Brooke almost peed our pants on the ride home. That kid is so damn funny. “WHITE POWER DAMNIT” Haha.

School tomorrow, grosss. I can’t wait for college. Especially seeing how is is from the weekend. I’m so glad I had this weekend to get away though. It helped tons and now I know exactly what I need to do. Well, gonna go eat some dinnnner and do a project. Fun right? Hah, natttt. Oh well. Gooooodbyee loves :)

-Aryele